ha ha ha

We’re going to do this again.

Just for the record, that sentence originally said, “Looks like we’re going to do this again”. But that’s what this is about. I have decided that it is time. It’s time to get myself back together and organized. It’s time to have that outlet. To live each day.

I just went through a massively life changing experience. I went home.

There is something to be said for going home. The fact of the matter is, you learn that you have people who love you. UNCONDITIONALLY. Who can you say that about besides your family? Relationships with your significant other can pretend to be that, but they never will. It’s impossible. It’s the human condition. It’s just the way it works.

I was reminded of what it is like to have people need you. And your input. It’s been quite a few years since I had that. Somebody need me. I’m not ashamed to admit I love being needed.

I learned that I am a woman. A real, grown ass woman. Who has grown leaps and bounds from the girl that left Seattle 3 years ago. It boggles my mind.

I learned that being able to sit and watch your dad make you supper can be one of the highlights of your year.

I learned that taking your mom to see a 3D movie can be one of the most rewarding experiences. Ever.

Because of this trip, I’m looking forward to the next year. I’m looking forward to the options and new people that are going to present themselves.

I’m looking forward to my next chapter.