Well that, my friends, would be a burst bubble..

So here is, how it is, how it is...

There are sometimes when I really start to think that things with me aren't going well at all. Then I remember I have seasonal depression, and just because it's gloomy outside doesn't mean that things are bad.

I had an okay day. I left for work a mere hour and a half before I had to be there, and got there with 8 minutes to spare. Awesome. (Yes, I know I know, but at least it wasn't my normal 2 hours and 1 minute commute...)

got to work... and yeah.. it was a day.

I came home and went to the lodge. Got to see all my boys, who love me soooo much. It was nice, I got hugs, and introduced to the new boys. I really like them, and they seem to really like me... I think that that is the best part. I can not really wait for things to get settled. They told me tonight that it was on and they were going to come up and go drinking with me. Which will totally be a blast.

Hopefully apartment day is monday. So for all of you who have supported me in my transient stage... REJOICE!

r

I deserve to be flogged...

And not just because I might like it.

It has been such a long time since I wrote. Almost two weeks. I am sooo sorry.

Long story short, I commute back and forth 4 hours every day and it pretty much saps me of my life force. It's not cool.

Other thanthat things are great. I am here in Moscow, having a Happy Thanksgiving. I have been in the best of moods the last few days and it's really really nice.

I love my new store. It suits me.

I was driving down the road the other day and came to the realization that I am happy. I laugh now, I had stopped laughing for such a long time. Now if I could just find an apartment in CDA, things would be spectacular.

Do you ever wonder what it is that makes people tick?

Today is my day of rest... we are having a wonderful thanksgiving menu...

Breakfast burritos, with ham, pepperoni and bacon.
Strawberry Shortcake.
Corn Dogs.
Smores.
Hot Pockets.
Fruit Salad.
and Cereal.

A feast!

r

All I can say is... wow...

So this evening I came home from work, in a hurry, because as an addict of popular music and america, I had to watch the american music awards...

I tuned in just in time to see Rod Stewart. (Is he really still alive? Cause he sure as hell didn't look it. In fact he reminded me of Roy, of Sigfried fame, and the pseudo alive area of life that they are living in. creepy...)

I have to say extreme kudos to Snoop and Pharrell. Catchy as hell, and yes it's one of my ringtones... SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-OOP...

And is it just me or can Bon Jovi still rock the fuck out.... Maybe it's just me... but the chocolate velvet suit was plush...

All in all, with performances by everyone under the sun, except the Simpson sisters, who will be performing on "Nick and Jessica's family Christmas", so don' you worry, it was a good night.

I am now going to go to bed and read one of three novels by the great Linda Francis Lee. The Sexy series... ehehhe, I love smut

rach

Things have been crazy since I last wrote...

So much has happened.

I am now officially moved out of Tri Cities. It feels great. My last couple of days in the store actually sucked really horribly. I have never felt so unappreciated in my whole entire life. I mean, maybe it was because for the first time since I started there, I was completely intolerant of what was going on. Because I knew I wouldn't have to work with those people. Maybe it was because the atmosphere I was about to enter into was so positive. I really have no idea. But I do know that all I wanted my last couple of days in the store was to have a good time and that really wasn't the case.

But it's okay, cause I'm out of that biatch...

and I am still homeless.. I have decided that I am going to wait out the interim at my mom's house, get caught back up on my bills, and find some place to live that I will really love.

I am so excited about moving stores, I really really am. It's going to be so nice, and I can come into the project with a totally fresh outlook, and go with it...

I have lots of time to chill here at moms, since she works nights and I work days. I really like it. I went grocery shopping and made dinner. She came home for an hour, and left. It was awesome, cause now I get to spend the whole rest of the night being online, and just veggin'.

Awesome.

I will write more probably tonight...

Me Mucho Tired.

r